Sunday, April 13, 2014

twelve


Ha. Just kidding! That's not what this post is about. Though I'll admit the coincidence is uncanny. Because the number 12 has been popping up everywhere. 

For example, last night I met a bartender whom I not-so-secretly hope will become my gay boyfriend. We are both from L.A. and recent transplants to the Pacific Northwest. We are both Tauruses. We both hate the Seattle passive-aggression, especially when it comes to drivers and flaky people who tell you they want to hang out but they really don't. (Seriously, people: Just be honest. I don't care!) And his birthday is May 12. (The number 12 and the day after my birthday!)

I also got together with friends and saw Alvin Ailey tonight. The last time I saw Alvin Ailey was 12 years ago, when I was in grad school.

Kate came all the way from Jersey to be my date tonight.

Pre-show dinner: Whiskey and steamed clams.

The performance was incredible. I can't explain just what it is about movement -- something so joyous and beautiful. I'll confess: I cried a little. The show was just that good.

Similarly, I seem to be resurrecting a lot of things from grad school. (Besides debt, of course. Years and years later and I'm still paying for that shit.) That old, dorky artistic side is rearing up again. I recently wrote the beginnings of a short story. (Now we just need to see if I actually finish it -- that's the real challenge.) And I signed up for my first creative writing class.

I'm also going to New Orleans on Monday. And the last time I was there was 12 years ago for the AWP conference. I remember sassy-walking down Bourbon Street, a hurricane in one hand and a clove cigarette in the other. God, I was a classy bitch. (I also remember seeing someone literally rolling in the gutter. I honestly never realized the gutter was an actual place until that trip. And I remember eating so much fried food that by the end of the weekend, all I wanted was a piece of lettuce.)

I'm not sure what all of this means and where it's going to lead and why it's coming up now of all times. But at least when I see all the stupid "12" flags flying around the city (Dear Seattle: Did you know football season is over?), I can give them a new definition.

Monday, April 07, 2014

back to life. kind of.

Still basking in the glow of bike camp.


Yesterday -- the third, and sadly last day -- brought a 24-mile ride on tired, tired legs. With more climbing.

But this view!

And this view too!

I've decided I can deal with large hills because they mean bombing down later. And I love flying down a hill with no brakes. It might be my favorite thing in the whole entire world. Dear god, bombing down hills is better than sex. (This is the part where my friends who are normal people and not masochistic triathletes threaten to stage an intervention.)

Anyway, now I am trying to get used to the real world again. Oddly, summer has arrived early here in Seattle -- 70 degrees today -- which means I've transitioned from bike paradise to some kind of floaty blue dream with lots of vitamin D.

I spent the afternoon at Green Lake, lounging in the sunshine and reading. And then Annie and I went for a long, meandering walk around the park.


And then -- just as I was getting ready to settle into an exciting evening of more laundry (I swear, they should just call it quadrathlon and make laundry the fourth event) and cleaning out the refrigerator (this is what happens when you are in a deep depression for an entire month and get absolutely zero done at home -- so many chores to catch up on and moldy food to throw out) -- Heidi invited me to the drag races.


I found myself yelling at a large screen and waving a whiskey around when local queen BenDeLaCreme almost got booted off the show. Apparently drag queens are the only Seattle sports team I can truly get behind.

Saturday, April 05, 2014

bike camp

So I'm at bike camp in Chelan with my tri team.


And as you can see from the above photo, I'm taking my training (and my chicken) very seriously.

In fact, I may or may not have eaten gas station nachos slathered in pump-it-yourself cheese on the drive over.

Dear Coach Mark: I'm a champion.

All joking and terrible eating habits aside, I love it here. The house we're staying in has a gorgeous view of the Columbia River.


(It also has a hot tub, but I have strict rules against posting bikini photos.)

And there are enough PowerBar products to last a lifetime. (Dear PowerBar: Thank you for your sponsorship. The TN athletes salute you. Also, you do not make me feel like I have to poo my pants, and that's a good thing.)


Yesterday I rode just shy of 27 miles -- a fairly easy out-and-back along Lake Chelan to spin out the legs. Been trying to work on keeping a high cadence. And ease into aero position. And drink out of a water bottle without crashing.

After the ride, we had dinner at the house:

All of these veggies = Fantastic poo!

Today it was all about climbing -- 43 hilly miles. I'll admit I was scared. I've barely ridden outside since last summer, and I definitely haven't been climbing any hills. 


But by some great miracle, I powered through and didn't do half bad. In fact, I kept up with the faster group for most of the ride (until I got dropped on the third hill). The whole time I was thinking: Look, guys! I'm a real triathlete! I'm all grown up! (It really is a good thing that Coach Mark doesn't know what happens in my brain.)

The ride was breathtaking -- vineyards, apple orchards, rock formations, tall pines. My favorite part was riding through a tunnel only to burst out onto a joyous descent with a view of Lake Chelan. And the water was so, so blue. I'm not kidding -- I immediately started yelling: "Holy shit, guys! Holy shit, this is amazing!"

I wish I could've taken a photo, but then I probably would've crashed. So you have to look at this lesser photo of another hill instead.

I rode up this. And passed people.

After the ride, I did a 30-minute transition run. As usual, right off the bike, it felt like there was something up my ass and I couldn't run like a normal person. But after a few minutes, everything was fine.

Starting to think that maybe this Ironman thing is not so crazy. Maybe it is actually something I can somehow pull off.

And that is an absolutely insane thought.